Saturday, November 30, 2013

this is my week

November 26 Tuesday I started Six-Pointed Star Christmas Ornament 
first 2 rows

and November 28 I started Oh, Christmas Tree

After so many months of contemplating if I’m going to use contact lens or not? I finally buy one. Because of the coming occasion I needed this.

My experience is so funny and embarrassing. My attempts to wear contact lens went almost ½ hour. I’m embarrassed I look like an idiot but I guess my stubbornness came to me. So I’m sorry for the girl that assists me because I can feel her annoyance. Deep inside I laugh. 

Am I the only one to experience this? Hope not.

I’m so happy because it been a while since I can read signboard.


trying to sleep you annoying human

wide awake


Monday, November 25, 2013

Finished and Unfinished projectS (knitting)

my finished projects
scarf (brioche stitch 31 in)

bonnet (practice)


Ten stitch blanket (progress)

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Friday, November 8, 2013

the crown is yours...for now

she maybe the leading villain ongoing "teleserye ng totoong buhay" here in Philippines and the most hated woman (wow big word) JANET NAPOLES.   

Just few years ago the hated woman was the former president Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo. Now, you own the crown. What can i say well lots of nasty things but like other tax payer WHAT THE HECK. At least I know where taxes go ... in your pocket and bath tub. 
if you have thick skin you better also have thick bullet vest. 

It your time to shine and  winner is Napoles

I don't like to sound be negative and morbid but if worst things happened the scene in the movie Red Corner come to mind. 

Janet never let me down you did what I expect you to do “I Invoke my Right Against Self-Incrimination" you remain silent. 

But I do believe justice will be served. God bless the Philippines

Sunday, November 3, 2013

i'm depressed?

It’s ok if I don’t get “thank you” because I also don’t like receive this phrase. I’m not comfortable but it ok if I’m the one saying it.

I just come from church but I feel this way and I know it bad to have this feeling but I can’t help it.  It my second times to feel this way by the same people this year. It sucks to be in this situation the last time it took me a week before I make an effort to approach them. And I know that it really bad. I'm not angry just a little sulky.

eating chocolate marble and drinking tea
 in the dark in front of my computer 
To overcome this feeling I pray to rosary and eat. I think it not considered binge eating. Let’s see according to wikipedia this are classify as binge eating disorder
  1. Each binge consists of eating, in a discrete period of time (e.g., within any 2-hour period), an amount of food that is definitely larger than most people would eat in a similar period of time under similar circumstances, and is accompanied by a feeling of loss of control (i.e. they feel that they cannot stop eating and cannot control what they are eating and how much they are eating).
  2. The binge eating occurs, on average, at least twice a week for 6 months.
  3. The binge eating is not associated with the recurrent use of inappropriate compensatory behavior and does not occur exclusively during the course Bulimia Nervosa or Anorexia Nervosa.
  4. The person is seriously worried about the binge eating.
Also, an individual must have 3 or more of the following symptoms:
1.    Eats an unusually large amount of food at one time, far more than a regular person would eat.
2.    Eats much more quickly during binge episodes than during normal eating episodes.
3.    Eats until physically uncomfortable and nauseated due to the amount of food consumed.
4.    Eats when bored or depressed
5.    Eats large amounts of food even when not really hungry.
6.    Often eats alone during periods of normal eating, owing to feelings of embarrassment about food.
7.    Feels disgusted, depressed, or guilty after binge eating.

I eat when I’m bored or depressed I do have one of the symptoms.  But no I will not go any further I will overcome this because my health will suffer for it.

So as of now the only thing I can think of is to take shower.

So goodnight and hope for a better tomorrow.